Okay

Okay, so maybe this blog isn't serving it's purpose. I know I've had a ton to bitch about over the summer, and I certainly didn't do my bitching here.

Anyway, I am sick and tired of being paranoid. I have completely convinced myself that I am pregnant, which there is basically no chance I could be. But I feel like I am. I am queasy all of the time, but there has been no vomitting, just like when I was pregnant before. I am super exhasted. And wouldn't you know it, I swear I have felt the baby kick. So therefore, I must be 4 or 5 months pregnant and those periods I've been getting must be a mistake. I mean, seriously, how can I think I am pregnant???? But I do. I've even picked out a new midwife and decided I want to deliver at Flower because they have LDRP rooms. I'm thinking maybe I really AM psycho. Definately have to tell my shrink about this one. Oh, and by the way, I am taking a hpt tomorrow.... my period isn't even late, so I don't think it could tell me even if I WAS knocked up.... but it only cost a dollar, so what does it hurt.